LIFE and DEATH
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Alec on Fri, 06/20/2008 at 11:27pm.
After seeing so many lives come into this world, and so many going. there is a calm that descends over me when i think of the beauty of life and the unknown of death. can the new soul see itself being born is it knowing it is being born? do we just forget? what are our first thoughts? as we grow up our mother and fathers love and care for us. then they get old and do what everyone has to do... but when you don't want them to die. you want them to hold on for just a little longer. is that being selfish? you would rather them stay and make you happy than have them go and be free from pain and be the happiest they will ever be. i hear about people who have died and been on their way to heaven and are so happy!!! then they get brought back and are upset at the doctors... is death really like this? i have been so close to death more than one time but never have i died them came back. stories about people who have never been in a church dieing and coming back with knowledge of god. people with physical problems die and they find themselves being brought to THE PLACE with limbs that were blown off, sight when they haven't seen in 20 years. is death better than life? people who think it is jump off buildings. but that means they aren't going be very happy where they go, so if someone wants to die, they cant do anything about it, if you tell someone to do it for you, if you jump in front of a bus. its all the same, you go to the same bad place. if you want to die all you can do is hope. sometimes i want to die and come back to see what it is like... but i wounder if i die will i want to come back at all... no drugs, no rape, no crime, no fights, the most beautiful place you have ever seen, anything you want. i worry though that i wont be happy that i will go to the place that is unspeakable. i have done things i would never want any of you to know. can people be forgiven for their sins? can they be renewed? is heaven after death just what you thought it would be when you were alive? like people who think they will be reborn as something els will. and people like the Egyptians who thought that they would have all their stuff in an after life. everything is an unknown to me... i find myself with so many questions there are to many to say.
6/21/08 12:26 A.M.
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